I am in Russia. I don't entirely know: whether I am a hostage of the system or of myself. I cannot leave, there are many reasons. My country, my fellow citizens, all of us and our children – are hostages of murderers, psychopathic criminals, and corrupt officials. I am still here, amidst repression, fear, pain, and injustice. Every day I do something, and try to remain human, to keep my eyes and mind wide open. This is very difficult, but when it all ends, I want to have enough readiness, courage, information, and strength to build the beautiful Russia of the future. Receiving information, not the kind that the dictatorship spews at us, is such a way, a support, and something that helps not to become hardened and not to give up. Do a good deed – support Meduza. Thank you. We will win.