I'm in 11th grade. I have no idea what to expect from tomorrow, even though I need to think about my future.. I'm simply in moral despair, I no longer feel any, not even a small sense of security in this country. I would like to leave, but I don't have the means, I just want everything to be over already. It sometimes seems to me that it would be better to go out with a picket and go to prison, the feeling that prison would be easier. I try to push these thoughts away, I simply don't have the strength to endure anymore. Right now, more than anything else in life, I hope that any moment now, very soon, something will change. My only hope now is the belief that people will finally start to understand, that they will begin to seek out and read reliable information. I just want to help with that. Therefore, I ask, please help Meduza. I hope she will be able to return to Russia very soon.