I'm in 11th grade. I don't know what to expect from tomorrow, even though I need to think about my future.. I'm simply in moral despair, I no longer feel any, even small, sense of safety in this country. I would like to leave, but I don't have the means, I just want it all to end already. It sometimes seems to me that it would be better to go out with a picket and go to prison, the feeling is that prison would be easier, I try to push these thoughts away, I simply don't have the strength to endure anymore, right now more than anything in life I hope that any minute now, very soon, something will change. My only hope now is the belief that people will now start to realize, that they will start to search for and read reliable information, I just want to help with that. Therefore, I ask, please help Meduza, I hope she will be able to return to Russia very soon.