Living in Russia, I despise Russian-language content, I despise most compatriots, I practically don't communicate with anyone except my immediate family. Meduza is practically the only thing I have left from Russian-language sources of information. Help them, I cannot - I have been scared to death, like the vast majority of those who retain the ability to think. Tears well up in my eyes when I write this, but even leaving this message frightens me.